did i mention that i want to be a rap star?

have you ever just wanted to quit and go home,
but you realize that place doesn'teven exist,
doesn't matter anyway because you couldn'tgo back,
not now that you know.
and no matter how hard you try,
you can't find the answers-
i guess that makes sense when you don't know the questions
and the voices are chatting it up in your mind
you can't tell who's who or what's what any time
so you get frustrated and you're searching for help
but the only people around make you question yourself
you question what you're hearing- if you're making it up
and then you get all tongue-tied and afraid to bring it up.
everyone's got an opinion,no one to listen
you feel like all you do in your mind is justify
and so here you are sitting in your melted resolve
trying to find te answers,when you still dont know the question
go home- no, moving on
ami just trying to run away?
does this mean that i should never have come?
you're running in circles,
you're dizzy and tired, but you have to keep going,
you must keep your balance
where is my strength? te one i rely on?
i dont even know Him- dont know which pillar to lean on
so the voices keep on chattering
im waiting for the silence
god, which one is you? what is the answer?
help me out of tis fuzzy gray confusion-
i know im going forward- there is something ahead-
wy do i feel as still as the dead?
sometimes i wanna quit and go home-
but then i remember
there's no where to go

i think uncle jesse is on ER...weird...