things never seem so big in the morning. ever. i guess thats why people tell you to "sleep on it" when trying out a matress and making big decisions. why dont they tell you that in writing blobs? but i guess thats not very transparent- to sleep on things before letting them out...
anyway, things are brighter today. maybe they'll suck again tonight. maybe they'll be good tonight. who knows.
its our last weekend before classes start and a schedule i have to follow is put in place. i kind of liked making my own schedule. it made it WAY easier to look like i did nothing when, in fact, i was working my butt off. and i actually did stuff. i didnt have to be assigned to things. which is cool. but hey, a schedule will be fun. and with my life- it shouldnt get too monotonous. (thats when i change things up like...feed the kids a lot of sugar...dyed red...ha!)
ok...the end.